I don't seem to know exactly what I want. Or rather, I don't know what I want- just what I don't want. Blew up at the bf again on sun over small stuff.. I don't know why I'm being so emo- getting upset with him over small things like sleeping too much and stuff. I think its probably due to being apart.. but then again, a visiting friend got me thinking about being too committed so early on. Seems like I should be going out more.. and talk less with the bf. :(